It's not easy

I think it's really a test when two person want to stay together. It's not easy to know how one communicate with another one each day. How to get used the lifestyle he used to be. How to control my temper infront of him. How to conceal myself for things that I am not happy with. I am listening the song 'Saving all my love for you' by Whitney Houston...Nice songs...I didn't want to give myself too much hope.