I thought ...

I thought that I can write anything I want ...but I think I will have to stop it for a moment...

Wait till the right time and right feeling ....I 'll be back

I am happy again ....

These few days I am dead tired .....but I am happy.

These few days I am damn stress ...but I am still happy ...

I'm happy because I have him in my life .....

I'm happy because I love him ..

Richard & Fann

Jenix & Fann at Dinner & Dance 2005

Roger & Fann

group of colleagues at party world ....

See how much I miss my friends...

New Chapter of my life ...

So much things happened these few days. I guess most of my very close friends should know what's all about. I should say it's a new chapter of my life. I choose another way to live. To love by someone I love. Hmmm... I should say I anit in love yet...Not really madly in love yet. But somehow or rather I think he is the one for me. He is known as my xiao lao gong or Jie (ya I know it sound mushy but that what I called him over the phone).

It's not an easy decision to start this new relationship. Thinking how I going to end my 5 five years relationship with Alan. Thinking whether I am making the right choice? Thinking whether is this just a spark of moment with Jie? My brain cells almost went nuts. I'm glad that I have a few supportive friends who is always there to support my decisions. Althought they know I'm wrong to the other one. But what their replied really meant alot to me. I really happy to receive their blessing for me and Jie.

Yes, maybe this is just a honeymood for me right now. But I am really happy. Jie had being very sweet to me. Everything just went so fast and smooth till both of us really cant imagine.I just feel so comfortable with him and we can just talk for hours and hours till our sleeping time getting lesser and lesser. I hope he is the one for me and hope I am able to unlock his heart. Althought I am not sure how our story going to be but for this moment I am really happy with my choice.

Well, as for my dinner and dance. Everything went out so well. I saw smiling face at every table. I am really proud of myself. All my hard work did not waste and finally it's over!! Last Friday was a thank you dinner for all the committes. We had our dinner at Keyaki Japanese Restaurant which is located at Pan Pacific Hotel. As you all know I don't really eat jap foods. I don't take raw food like osyter, sashimi and assorted raw fish sush but all these dishes are the most expensive one in the menu. How stupid am I to choose to eat in this Jap restaurant? How to enjoy life u tell me? I am the only one who work hard and yet I only sit there to eat nuts and green peas....damn it!!!

But not really that bad, their green peas and nuts really tasted good. More healty choice!!I also order some bbq items which is fully cooked and a glass of plum wine to enjoy with kelly at a corner. I know you must be saying ..." Aiyo You wasted man, why never bring me along to eat for u ?" Hahah ...Life is not so bad afterall lah. The dinner cost abt $2128.00, estimate per pax is about $200. I know what I take in really not worth for that price, maybe not even reached $50.00. I guess I really dont know how to enjoy such an expensive meals. I should just grab a Mc donald happy meal instead.

Recently dont know what happened to my body. I hardly had a proper meal for the past two weeks. I feel hungry but my brain keep telling me I am not. I tried to eat but I can't take in alot. Almost every meal I only took 3 spoonful of foods anything more than that my body will say "STOP!!". I haven't really weight myself but can tell I really lose alot of weight. My tummy become flat. Yes I want to lose weight but I am not on diet. It's quite scary that I have lost so much just in two week. Imagine I used to wear L and now I can fit in size M and yet still got space to go. Imagine I wear size 28 pant and now I can fit in size 25. Incredible right ?????? But better dont try it , not good for your body. Jie tried very hard to make me eat more, always keep reminding me to take more food. Sometimes I really like this feeling of being taking care by someone who is special to me. Hmmmm...I guess our story just started. Hope our story never end.

I am ....

I am .....

aplogised for my outdated blog. I spent 14 hours working in the office and less than 7 hours in my dream for about 2 weeks!!! Oh gosh! I am glad I am still alive. I think that should be a very good excuse for you to forgive me right ?

I am.....

fierce ?!? My colleague told me that.They told me my expression can scare them off. Haha that's must be a jokes man. How fierce I can be ? Liwen must be wondering ...I still cannot fight with her man.

I guess it must be the amount of workloads I am handling now. Stress keep coming in.Things that I task on other was not complete.(I hate it!! especailly they keep saying I will do I will do I will do...Asshole) Bad weather affect my mood. I think that is the caused of the root why I am in such a foul temper these few days...hehe

I am.......

in love with Junyang. Yes!! You may say I am silly or wasting money or whatever. I simply don't care what you think about me. I went to watch his SUPERSTAR CONCERT ...haha

He is damn good okie....really melt my heart.

I am....

damn worried about my coming events. Really worried that things didn't turn out well. What if there is so many empty seat ? What if the dinner didnt turn out well. What if the events company sabo me ? What if I miss out this and that? You know what I hate about in this company? There's no team work at all. I gain no support from anyone for my events. Not as if they don't like me, I guess it's more like their working culture "STAY AWAY FROM ME" ...I am sick of asking them for help. I hope that I can really run everything by my own and I will feel proud of myself if I did a good job. Just pray hard!!!!!

I am...

feeling sleepy now. I slept less than 5 hours yesterday night. Went to the hottest club in town with different group of friends.Didn't really enjoy myself alot. Firstly there was no pillow for me to hug.Secondly I was not drunk. Thirdly the drinks there are really expensive and sucks. I think I can drank down one jar of long island teaand still can walk like a model.It's tasted more like a Ice lemon tea.Totally no effect.

or rather ....I am aged. Great music or drinks doesn't bring me to life of the party. But I am glad to do some catch up with friends. My second time partying with Dehua. This guy ah, really different from I known him.He really become a real gentleman. Offer to pay for my entrance. Offer to buy me drinks. Offer to pay for my bag deposit.Help me to carry my bag. Offer to send me and liwen home. Such a gentleman where can find ? Haha.. not as I want him to pay this and that. But sometimes as a woman I really enjoyed myself with such privilege. But not all the time the guys pay for my bills. I do treat them back hor..

I am.....

going to end this post with lots of great photo taken last few weeks. Will try to update more if time allow me to do so. I really need a break.

Yan & Lynn outside Ministry of Manpower


Fann & Enting


Lynn & Zhiqiang


Enting & Dehua


hmm...foon my head chef


Enting & I love taking pix


This is my fav ,,,


bunch of colleagues


haha...my Jiang Jun dehua ..He is so sweet


This guy is damn funny.


Jiang Jun & li Fei .


I looked very Cina hor...I like my new hair leh ..


I think Enting getting prettier hor..


the SUPERSTAR concert!!


the concert opening ..


I know my camera not clear ...the white colour man holding the guitar is my JUNYANG!!


Three little pig

The Real Me?

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice.

You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

True about me ?

I was hooked on Kristie's quiz...

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.