Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Happening!!!

My crazy Bf is busy watching his world cup match, Brazil VS Ghana, while I updating my blog online. Ronaldo just scored one beautiful goal. He is damn good.I just simply love brazil man.

Last week was a good week, went party, went drinking and away from city life. Life is getting better and good. I have tons of pictures to upload man. Will do so later...

Well, last saturday I spend my weekend at Kelong. The secenery was really breathtakingly beautiful. I just feel great to be surround by the sea again. I really missed those days when I was working in the Club. Sea breeze with fresh air.....ahhhhhhhhhh..shiok.

That was my first time visited Kelong. It took us 2hrs on sampan to reach the destination. I should say it's really a worth trip. $55 include everything!!! That included one night stay, two way ferry trips, a sumptuous seafood dinner, BBQ seafood supper and seafood porridge for breakfast on the next morning. You tell me where can find? Althought the facilities is not really that good but you don't expected to have air-conditional room there loh. You don't expected to have heater in the toilet loh. You don't expected to have a clear toilet and provide very clean water for you to bath loh. It's Kelong leh not Hyatt leh, but its better than what I thought...at least the place is not that dirty that I thought....still acceptable lah. Go there just enjoy some blissful lifestyle and away from the city stress.There isn't much entertaiment at that place but still you can find something to do like; fishing , doing sun taning , taking a power boat ride, eating tons of durian , playing manjong, card games etc etc.


And you know what, I will be going there on next Friday again. Yes! no joke, this time I am going with my Silly BF. He is so tempted to go there after heard so much from me.We are so looking forward for this day to come. I going to have so much fun again!!


Taking with ah Wang





the white leg is mine, the black is E.T
Shaking the legs while enjoying sea breeze..

Our BBQ Supper !!!!!!!



David , August and Tay Enting

Ladies night in action @dbl O

Our usual FRIDAY party @ Momo

More photo coming up........

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

I feel so bored

so out of life......I hate to feel this way..hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it 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I feel like having a good cry

World Cup 2006

I start to love and hate world cup at the same times . I was not allowed to watch any other TV show except WORLD Cup at 9pm , 12am till 5am.

I can't watch Project Runway at Channel 5 on Wednesday 1030pm. Argghhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Monday, June 05, 2006

Can't Sleep

It's 3:26 am and I am not sleep yet. I should be sleeping now cos I need to wake up 6:30am to work later. But he is not back yet.. My eyes is tired but my mind is not sleeping. Maybe I am really sick. Maybe I am slept too much today. Maybe I just want to wait for him and to know what's he is doing outside till so late.

It's just a last min thing that he wanted to go out after our dinner. I just can't simply understand him. At a sudden he want to do somethings he will just go for it. I am not trying to interfere his life..his freedom but I am wondering why want to go out at this hours ???

Sometimes when he talked about his business set up, I will feel stress. I am thinking whether I can give him any good advice. Whether I am able to help him through. I know he is stress about all the planning. I know he need someone to talk to. I really hope I can help him too, but I am just a simple girl with a simple life and mind. I knew nothing about business.I felt so useless.

I also don't know how to describe my feeling now. I'm just feel very sick now. I feel like having a good cry.

I thought he will be back soon...... I am not going to wait for him, I have waited enough.Going to force myself into sleep soon.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Three Rings..

I always wondering, can two persons really can be together till old ripe? It's sound easy but its really need lots of effort to put into the relationship and hold it till the end. Will I able to do it ? Seriously I don't know. I feel that I am really scare to commit myself. When friends asking me about "When get married ?" " When want to settle down " ..blah blah blah. I always don't know how to answer them. Maybe I am not ready. Maybe I don't want to put myself so much hopes. There are so many maybe maybe maybe. I just can't see myself in the next 20 years.

Recently don't know what happened, most of my friends just broke off with their gf / bf. Some already with each other for many years. Some married and even got their own child but still nothing can do to save their relationship.Some married but still want to find other. Seriously I don't know why people want to get married and yet want to fool themself around with others. Be it to a guy or gal, I seriously don't know why they will do such actions. For thrills? for fun? if thats the case why married? Once the feeling no more its really no more. I really don't want to see things like down another 20 years road then I realise he is not the one and I am not his.


People say marriage have three rings..

Engagement Ring

Marriage Ring

SuffeRINGs


Maybe I am thinking abit too much.

Here without you

I love this song man ...

Here Without You
3 Doors Down

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lies had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separated
They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby but you still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby but you still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl there's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I'd go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, or when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby but you still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me