Jazz calm me ........




It's have not been a cherry week. It's tough!! For the past few days I have been non -stop clearing shit for people. I have received many phonecalls asking for their salaries. Why this not pay ? Why like this and that ? Argghhh as if I am the one who is doing their payroll . I am new okie , and I got to tolerate all these shit when I step in the company. I am not complaining about my workload but it just a way too much for me to catch up just in 5 days and to clear all the shit. I got to study case by case and to dig up 700 punch cards to check what's went wrong. I hate it!!

I told myself to give it a month , if things doesnt work I will leave for sure.

I am playing some Jazz music.Nice Jazz love songs like Lisa Ono I wish you love , Lauren wood Fallen . Hey I am a Jazz person. I am falling with great passion of Jazz . It calm my mind when I listen it, so relaxing that your mind can't think of anything. No more stress. No more pain. No more work except the nice tune of music. It may due to one aging stage, that somehow I prefer something slow and smooth. Haha...I am not old but getting mature can?

That's what I enjoyed myself late night when I am glued to my computer for hours to check my emails, post a blog and chit chat with my buddies online :)

NEVER give your MSN to anyone you just know.

There is a guy who want to know me at www.nightlife.sg and from that we exchange MSN. I am regret!!! Just look at the conservation we having . We didnt hit off . He is 25 this year but he sound like somebody who just finished his NS.

BooSter says:
talk a bit a bit can?
BooSter says:
haha
ah fann ..... says:
ok
BooSter says:
hee
BooSter says:
y not u ask me liao
ah fann ..... says:
ask u what?
ah fann ..... says:
u just tell loh
BooSter says:
dunwan la
BooSter says:
u ask better
BooSter says:
more fun
BooSter says:
hahaha
BooSter says:
bored manz
BooSter says:
wanna meet for dinner later?
ah fann ..... says:
not free later
ah fann ..... says:
errr.....hey guy
BooSter says:
ya?
ah fann ..... says:
we just know each other right ?
BooSter says:
ya
BooSter says:
gd things muz wait rite?
BooSter says:
okok roger
BooSter says:
hahaha
ah fann ..... says:
then you dont find it weirf to meet?
BooSter says:
no la
ah fann ..... says:
not say good things lah
BooSter says:
hmm
ah fann ..... says:
to be frank I never thought of meeting a person until i am very comfortable with
BooSter says:
i understand u
BooSter says:
orhh
BooSter says:
hope u will be comfortable with me soon
BooSter says:
heee
ah fann ..... says:
I am not really a friendly person
BooSter says:
isist?
ah fann ..... says:
its take time
ah fann ..... says:
yup
BooSter says:
but yr face look friendly
BooSter says:
hahaha
ah fann ..... says:
thats surface only
BooSter says:
haha
BooSter says:
k
ah fann ..... says:
i choose to make friend
BooSter says:
orhh
BooSter says:
so i need to pass yr test?
BooSter says:
haha
ah fann ..... says:
hope so
BooSter says:
sure
BooSter says:
quick shoot yr qns
BooSter says:
hahaa
ah fann ..... says:
cant think of what i want to ask
ah fann ..... says:
u just tell loh
BooSter says:
okok
ah fann ..... says:
say what u want loh
BooSter says:
duno wat to say also
BooSter says:
but simple
BooSter says:
i am frank lor
BooSter says:
i dun hide
BooSter says:
i dun bluff gers into bed
BooSter says:
whahaha
BooSter says:
i tend to speak openly
BooSter says:
regardless of ger or guy
ah fann ..... says:
...........
BooSter says:
coz most of the guy will tend to act decent in frnt of gers
BooSter says:
i will nt
BooSter says:
i will juz shoot watever i wan to say
BooSter says:
maybe sum gals will scared but those gals who have mature tinking will knw wat i mean

Can you tell that I am totally not interested to chat with him ? but why he can't get the hint?

You're always my buddies....

Just as you thought what I have been doing for the past one week. I have been staying out with my buddies. I have lots of FUN!!!!. A memories to keep before I left the Club.

My mind is blank. I am lost and don't know where to start. There were so many things happening for the past one week. It's not easy to find a friend who you can click. It's not easy to find someone who you can click with and work well with. Such good buddies where to find ? We worked as a team. We shared happiness. We shared problems. We jokes. We gossip. We talked bad about tsunami. We cruse and swear to those irritating useless bugs in the Club. We shared good foods. We worked till late at night. We woke up early to make breakfast.We are always together. I am not sure whether I am make the right choice. I doubt about my new working place. I am not looking forward tomorrow.

Last friday was our club Sing Siam Regatta and I was asked to help up for the events. It's Jamie's event , how can I not lend my hands to her ? It had been a tiring days and nights but we were having lots of fun. We stay till late at night and wake up early in the morning.I have taste the fun of being a bartender. I have taste the fun of being a waitress. I have taste the fun to prepare breakfast for the Thai. And hey I learned how to make scramble eggs and It taste incredible good!!! Tumb up :)


Azman the Club DJ & Fann

The tiger babes...

We were having fun at the bar counter

Taken with the Thai

I believe most of them have watched the movie ' Titanic '. How Jack and Rose met on the ship. How they fall in love in just two days!!! I never thought that this could be happen in real life. My buddy Bud , is love-stuck to a Thai guy during the Sing Siam Regatta. I am not sure I am the cause of it, to create this Thai - Sing relationship. She is really head over heels. Her mind is all over that Thai guy.


Fann with Bud's guy. Actually he is quite cute lah...

It's been eon since my last visit at Sentosa Underwater World. This time I went there on work purpose. I was tasked to bring the Thai kids there . I had a tough time looking after them, keep worried that I might lost them. The Kids were happy and excited about the trip. I enjoed myself too!!

a group photo :)

Guess what we having for our lunch ? Peanuts butter with bread...

Sleeping sharks......



Jelly fish



This fish is really huge !!!!!!!!

Unlike most of the Singapore kids, these kids are really very sensible. They appreciate all the things that you do for them. They know what is expensive. They know where to get cheap stuffs. I got them each a very nice keychains with a Pink dophine inside. They love it so much !! Some of them even plan to get someting for us in return of our gifts. And hey they are just a kid, they really touched my heart . It's a heart that count. We really had a great time together.

Right after the Sing Sim Ragatta, my buddies booked a chalet for my farewell party . I am really really touched! To know that all my buddies were really tired out after the Sing Siam Regatta. To know that they have arrange so much things for me. To know that I have so many good buddies in the Club. To know that they pre celebrate my Birthday for me. To know that they still remember my all times favourite Mango Cake.To know that they bought me sambal grill sting ray for dinner. What more can I say about them ? They are always my good buddies. I am looking forward for the next sat. I promised them that I will join them for the Down Memory Lane Party. It's going to be a 60s - 70s party all night. I have yet to search for my poker dots dress. It's a promise that we will meet again :)

Not only my working buddies, I got a surprise from Meiqi, Wensiang , Mabel and Chua too. They got me a $200 singtel voucher !!! I never thought of changing my HP but guess I can start looking for one. Thanks guys!! Thanks for the surprise :) It's really sweet of you. Life never be so good without you guys around.

My new life going to start tomorrow , and still I am not looking forward.

BF not very pleased......

BF just called me and sound me out about My party with that two guys. He doesn't sound really happy about it. Although he deny but my feeling tell me so. I cant blame him for that. Who will like their GF party late at night with guys around?

Darling, as you know I love party. I enjoy party with my friends. I know you must be thinking wild. I promised you that I will behave myself when party can ?

*be careful of what you blog if your BF know your blog address!!

Photo taken @ Newsroom...

I am trying to pose for the 'I am too sexy for blogger project'. Here it's goes....

Pose I

Pose II

Pose III

Took a decent one...

Not a very happy look.....

A good strapless bra that can hold ....



Anyone can recommend me which brand of bra that can hold well ?

I hate to adjust my strapless bra when I was party. It was so embarrassing when you do that during party.Is it because I got the wrong size ? Is it because of the wrong cups? I got no ideal man!! Liwen caught me lot of times when we were party. I hate it!!

I having lots of fun yesterday at Mohd Sultan. It's must the poison that raise my party mood. We had our dinner at Soup Spoon before heading to MS.This time I had Tangy Tomato with Basil set meal. Hmmmm.....Nice!!! The portion looked small but it was very filling.

We decided to ask the two guys to join us for the drinking session.

I text to E : Drinking session?

E replied : don't know yet cos I got conf call at 730. Who is going ?

I replied : Dawn ( That's the nick Enting used in Party) and me

E replied : Ok , let you know again.

We settled ourselves at newsroom and drank down all sort of poison. We had tequila pop. We had tequila neat.We had beer. We had gin tonic. We played five- ten and I lost many many rounds. *phew* Soon later the two guys come and join in for the games and I lost many many many many rounds. *phew* I am a five-ten loser!!!

So much poison inside my body that hits my party mood. We hop to Mdm Wong for the real party. We danced. We flirt. *Ahem....Don't think wild, I know my limit !! The music was great, the crowd were much more better than my previous visit.

I having fun !!!!!! Well, I am looking forward to party at KL. Boon, how's abt a Hen's night for Kristie? Hehehe....

Okay, got to get myself prepare. I going down to my new company for the Employment Contract. Liwen just text me, to remind me where to meet her later.We sure got lots to catch up later :)

Just Go to HELL!!!!



I have enough!!!! Don't try me. I don't understand why I have you as my family. Is it a karma I get from my previous life? I hate you. I hate you. Living alone all by myself and I never blame about anything. I always tell myself " Be independent " " Be strong". Nobody care I still can survive!!!

Giving them everything I could, love, care and trust but what did I get ??? I get nothing but fucking attitute.You think I really like to stay with you ? If I am really that fucking rich I will not hesitate to move out and far away from you. Use your conscience and tell yourself how you treat me? Have you ever care enough for me ? Don't tell me all those bullshit and say the problems lies on me ! I don't take it, even it's so but why? Its all because of YOU! I got pissed off when you telling me off I did not contribution enough for this home. I got pissed off when quarrel you start digging out all the old stuffs and telling me off " I don't need your help next time loh " or " Aiya, I don't want to own u lah" " aiya help me one time like own your for whole life....blah blah ...". I got pissed off when You broadcast whole world about how bad I am or how petty I am. I got pissed off when I am so tired after work and need some peace and yet you give me fucking attitude. I got pissed when I enjoying my TV show and you just change the channel without bother to ask me. I got pissed off when I wanted to spend my off day at home and yet you start barking " Go out lah, why u at home ...wow lau so sianz...".

You tell me how you want me to contribute this home. How you want me to TREAT YOU?????

For these years, I have been living on my own. I am comfortable with my life now. I am comfortable not to talk to you.I am comfortable not to bother about your stuffs. You live you own and I live mine. If you happy, I congrate you. If not I wont feel pity for you. You ask for it !

I just Pissed off with this FAT WOMAN...



I am not trying to be mean or against with any Fat People . I am just pissed of with this Fat woman.So what if your boobs bigger than mine? You weight heavier than me? She is just plain irritating. This woman think she is the boss. She think the world belong to her F**K!!

I never met someone so 'ya ya' like her, instead of ask people doing favour for her but she sound like commanding people like " You are here to do this and that , and hey I am sure you know how to read numbers..." . She is just a lousy organiser and still address herself as an EXECUTIVE OFFICER. Pls lah ......and F**k of course I know how to read number okie but I think your mama never teach you how to ask people for favour. No manner!!

Well, not all fat people behave like this.

GOOD news is GOOD news !!!!



I had a great dinner at Changi Airport with my working buddies. We ate Popeye Chicken . We chat . We gossip about club. We laughed. We jokes. We have alots of fun together. I going to miss them alot, not sure whether I can get along with my new colleagues. I am afraid of changing, it's tough. But inorder to move on , I choose to leave for the good. The world is changing everyday and I have to follow to stay in the real world.

Well, well, well... Just settle myself down reading Kristie's blog. She has been very busy these few days , hardly see any of her update. Today she got me a surprise. Actually not really any surprise, I got a hint before she post this blog. I am so happy for her. She is my first best friend who found her love of her life!!!! COOL! and you know what she specially arrange this special day on the day we plan to meet her at KL. How sweet.... I am so excited for her.

Just received a phone call from Enting. Another good news from her. She got in to NTU!!! That's what she wanted in her life. I am so proud for her . Well done , Ting!!! Better don't behave like a sotong in NTU . How I wish I can continue my studies like you again. I think I am dragging abit too long , but let me get myself settle down at the new company first . I didnt want to stop here.

I HATE PEOPLE dont REPLY my SMS!!!!



Said I am petty. Said I am naive. Said I got nothing better to do asking you this questions or whatsoever or what a big fuss over for this. I just hate people dont reply my sms. I hate people don't return my call. I hate people don't reply my emails. Yup maybe that person is really busy or whatsoever. I am just tried asking and asking to that person who don't even bother to reply me . I feel so stupiiidd. I feel that he / she is RUDE for not replying me.

I just hate it...hate it...hate it...hate it . Dont ask me why? Maybe I am sensitive.....so buddies, if happen that I sms you something and you are SUPER busy doing your things , but when you are free can reply me ? I am a understanding person but somehow some people just dont appreciate my friendship to them. So what a heck , that person will be out of my phone contact!!!!

I am having a mild asthma attack, feeling so miseable. I can't talk well. I can't walk fast. I can't sing. I can't sleep well.Hardly breath in and that feeling of no having a normal breathing is really scary. Just scare that I might faint somehwhere.Having 9 pills X 3 times a day. Poor me ....hope I get well soon :)