My whole last week........

Monday .........
Monday blues.....don't feel like working...mood is not there ...

Tuesday.............
Meet up with Shawn, Kef and GF and their friend and Liwen for a movie 'Crash'. The movie sucks....I am about to fall a sleep. I didnt really have the mood for that day. Didn't really talk to them and I find that everybody was just walking and shopping on their own. Kind of a weird outing together ....

Wednesday ........
Work still never end ......

Thursday..........
After work went to buy some prizes for my Dinner and Dance lucky draw. Manage to get some promotions items from body shop. Damn good deal lor. I am so tempted to get one,but didnt get it in the end.

Friday.........
Finally friday !!!!!!!! but work still cannot finished ...Really need to push and push my so called assistant liao .Sometimes she really need alot time to finish something which I really cant afford to let her taking her own time. I got no more time left . So many things to be done before my deadline. Really need to have a good talk with her on Monday. I am suppose to go for my re-exam on Monday. Think I got no choice but to postpone...

During lunch time have a short argument with S. As usual he didnt reply my sms, so I went on and asked him .......

Me : I am wondering if miss xxx sms you the same things will you reply her ?

S: Of cos I will reply her straight away. Do you have a problem?

Me: So tat is the diff of her sms and mine...Yes big problem ..Zhong sei qing you.

S: Your boss kana scold you of what ,thats why trying to find someone to vent out your anger.

Me: Didnt know that's what u think of me ..thanks...

In fact I am not angry but just merly asking, don't understand what make him think I got a BIG PROBLEM and trying to vent my anger on him?

anyway as he like...not interested...


Saturday........
I am more and more like a pig. Eat and sleep..Eat and sleep ...Wondering I am really born in the year of Monkey or Pig . Sleep is never enuf for me . I can really sleep for hours and then sleep again ..

Finally I watched shrek II , hahhaah that movie damn funny leh ..I like that donkey, just like me when I get drunk ..keep talking and talking and talking non stop make ppl feel sooooooo....irritated ..hehe

Sunday...........
I have yet study my paper yet. No plan for today ...Think my off day all wasted at home ...sleeping and eating ....haiz....can give me some life ??????? No motivation at all :(

The story of my cute guy ....

Here we goes .....

Cute guy : Hi morning

Me : Yes ...Morning

Cute guy : going work ah ?

Me : Yes at work now

Cute guy : what you work as ? where you work?

Me : somewhere near my place , btw how old are you ?

Cute guy : 23, look like a not , how abt u ?

me : *paused*

Me: make a guess....

Cute guy : 27 ?

Me : serious ah ? sad...

Cute guy : no lar just kidding ...I think you are ard 20 -22

Me : *giggling* thanks leh ..I am 25

Cute guy : oh really , you looked really young . Anyway 25 still very young ...

Me : Wat you doing now?

Cute guy : I am serving ns, today is orientation day for my new posting

Me: oic, what so late then go NS ...you seems overage leh

Cute guy : cos I like study mah ..dont need to worry abt anything very relax

Me: Where u study ?

Cute guy : I am from nyp, study some engineering course...

Me : study good ....

Cute guy : Now going to harbour front for lunch , wanna join ..?

Me : so far I am at the other end...

Cute guy : wru ? Sentosa , or malaysia ah ?

Me : Somewhere near my place ..near Malaysia ...Can drive there for lunch

Cute guy : Ya provided you drive ...are u ?

Me : In the time of getting ...lazy still need a man to drive

Cute guy : gt to buck up already ..jia you jia you

Me : you drive me lor

Cute guy : I got but dont have a car , if not i drive u ard

.......end.....

Go figure out what my feeling now .......He is cute but sighed............

Party with the right party buddies.....

Just had a nice shower and settled down to check my mail. Suddenly I remember that Jw did send me a song before I went off to meet Liwen. Playing that song over and over again. The title of that song "Xue Hui" sang by Xu Hui Xin. The lyric sound so sad...really sad.

I sense something was wrong " why he just send me this song without a word ". I decided to drop him a sms...

me : Just listen your super sad song. U ok bor?

Jw : that's life

me: Guy, be positive..that's not the end of world yet....

Jw: Well, I'm online. Log on

me: I am in ...

Well...well..well, I didnt see a single soul of him. I am dead tired , can't wait for him and decided to end the day after I post this blog.

What can I say about him. I really hope that he can be strong after the break up. Life still got to move on, I guess everyone do have their sad stories in their life.Who don't have? I have mine too. The worst and happiest moment of my life...okie shall not go any further for my usual sad sad story again. Basically I dont know how to console him, I am really bad in it !!!!

I am wondering, why listen all these sad sad songs that make you keep playing all the momeries you have with her? Why still want to cling on to her and make yourself more miserable. You know , I used to love listen these sad sad songs. I have wasted a bucket of tears, and I felt so silly after that. Time will heal everythings. Feeling will fade and eventually you will feel nothing with that person .

Try these song, Yu chen qing " Da yan jin " Luo Jia Liang " Nan xiong nan di " sure make u laugh ....hehehe ..Being happy and positive is the only medicines to cure .....

Meet up my party buddies at dbl o last friday. The party was awesome !!! Didn't really expect so many people turned up. Liwen lar, Enting lar, Zhenglong lar, Jiawen lar, Wee Leong lar ...and suprisingly the one who told me he won't come Shawn and kef turned up too.The music was great . The Crowd was great .. No...I should said party with the right party buddies was GREAT!!! Yes !!! "My turn to get drunk tonight and I am not going to take care any drunker tonight!! " I told that to my party buddies. We chat. We drink many many many long island tea. We played five ten and as usual I lost many many rounds.

I guess I really drank alot. I can't recall what happened that night but only remember that I have been talking non stop for the whole damn night. And ya there is a cute guy who pick me up at the dance floor. He asked for my no and I gave it to him Haha...talking about that cute guy ah, I shall post it more details on my next blog.

Time getting late, think i better turn myself in .

Worst Party I had ........

I having a worst night on last friday. An embarrassing party I had at dbl O .. My colleagues and I reached there quite early to prevent from the long queue . We settled ourself at a cosy corner for our drinks. We chat. We gossip. We laughed. We drink.

It was still quite ok before the party mood raised up and the crowd was much more better than my previous visit. More mature and cute guys. And Yes!!!! there is a cute guy come to me and wispered into my ear " I like your hair " . He really make me blushed and I replied him with a smile. I was wondering "Are you trying to pick me up "? hur ..hur ...I start to like my hair more hehe :)

On our fifth tequila neat shots, my colleagues were about to get drunk. They can't walked straight. They can talked well. They started to hug any guys who is around them. They then started to throw out like merlion. I was like " Damn shit!!!" The party havent even started , it was only 1230am !!!

I was puzzled. We only merely took down 5 tequila shots. Why the poison effect on them can be so jalat? We didnt hook down 5 in a row and in fact two of them claim that they are good drinker. So I really don't get it. I still in my clear mind , 5 tequila neat cant be so jalat leh .

Colleague Y was totally gone. She was just like a dead woman laying there. Nothing can wake her up. Trying all my way to wake her up. I really hate it . I was thinking, if you can't drink why keep drinking? I am just a helpless woman , how possible I can carry that drunker woman all the way down and at the same time to make sure the other two can walk properly ? I got no choice but to ask a guy for help. I dont care whether she is wearing a skirt or whatever. I dont care whether her undies is seen by other. I dont care how the guy carried her down. All I know is that I need to get her out that place. Really throw face lor. If she didnt want this to happen . She shouldn't drink so much!!!!She even throw out all on my jean.......arghhhhhhhh..Luckily her guy friend come for rescue. I really dont know how to handle such situation. Its not one . It's three !!!!! I cant possible to let them go back home themselve.Thus, I decided to go to a budget hotel to hide them till they wake up.

The three of them continue to throw out the poison effect in the van. After throw out, two seemed quite okay and insisted to go back home themselve. They promised to call me back when they reached home. Left one still laying dead in the van . Me and her guy friend trying so hard to carry her up to the hotel room. She is damn heavy lor.

I really hate it. I smelled like a shit and yet I cant bath. I didnt bring my spec along. I didnt bring my contact lens casing. I didnt bring my makeup remover. I was so yuckssss.....and bloodly hell I cant leave her alone there. She is my friend after all.

To all my friend, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I begging you . Dont you ever treat me like this can ? If you want to drink and have fun can ....but can you please learn how to take care of yourself ? I tell you, she is banned to go party with me after that night until she learned how to take care of herself instead of telling me " Aiyo I don't know why I become like that... "

sweet memories....

My life is still as usual, I should said life has been very routine. Work and Work . Basically there is no life at all !! Cant move my ass to go anywhere. I already dog tired after a long hour gueling at that stupid monitor.

Just packed and clean up my room. You know it's been eon since I clean up my room. My bookshelf is already covered by dust. Packed and packed and realised I got so many things to dump. My old clothes , books, bag ect. Two big bags to clear away!!
Really cant imagine how I manage to dig out so many things to dump away.

While packing I flipped thru some photo album which was placed on the bookshelf. Seeing all those lovely photo we had together. Reading all those little notes which they wrote to me .......those are the days I enjoyed most...

All the smile we had ...every pictures have a story behind....all the fun we had ...all capture on that little pieces of paper....

by looking at it it's like the smile I had before seem to be lost somewhere .........

It can only remain as a good memories I had before ....